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z0uK, V.U n cRazY eL3pHanT
sIng!nG, sKetCh!nG, bl0gg!nG
g0nNa B a pSyCh0loGisT
May all the tears I cry,
and all the tears I have not cried but hold within,
pour forth into Your hands.
Please take each painful thought and unhealed wound, and send angels here to me.
I long for peace.
The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever..
how did i spend my national day??
Well, my dear and I planned to go jogging today at 9am.. But cos of tiredness and cos we slept late, we didn't.. So we stayed home..
It was sweet and nice to lie next to each other... Moo took pics of me and i liked posing for him and jus being cute for his cam.. hehe.. But then, today i was abit upset cos wen he switched on his dad's laptop, it was a pic of a gal, who is his fren, as the wallpaper.. it tore my heart but he explained tat he liked the pic cos its a great close-up portrait.. and i trust him so why should i even be jealous... plus, moo made it very clear today that he is, and always will be faithful... and for tat, i jus wanna thank God.. for someone as faithful as my dearest moo.. my crying only made him worried and frustrated and i'm jus glad its all cleared up...
love always to u moo.. have a pleasant nite duty... will be praying for u...
my new found addiction
how many of u have handheld gaming consoles??
well i do... and i love it... haha NDS is fun n cool n totally addictive...
it was given to me by my darling bf sometime last yr..
i play Hamsterz Life, Nintendogs, NFS, Burnout Legends, Dead n Furious, Super Mario, Mario Kart, Sega Casino, Resident Evil, PacPix, Bomberman and many many more...
i love BrainAge and Big Brain Academy totally... its really addictive and trains ur brain...
its so so fun...
if u dun have it... get it NOW..................................
how can i handle it all
my family has been facing lotsa problems recently.. not financially but more of being a family.. my brother is the main issue here... and i can't take his rudeness... when my parents talk, he'll jus play his psp or read a book or pretend not to hear...
the reason y i'm blogging tis late is cos i'm crying n very upset with what happened earlier... my dad found my bro's bill of $1900 jus handphone alone... my dad was upset n asked him y is it so much... so the normal stuff like 'y can't u be more responsible' n 'y can't u talk less' n 'y can't u find a local girl n stop seeing tis filipino gal' comes out... soon after my dad came out of the room, my bro slammed MY room door shut n PLUS he took the room keys wif him.... how rude can he get... i stopped my dad from confronting him n i went instead... but he wouldn't open... hearing me call out for my bro made my dad angry n he came to ask my bro to open the door... when bro didn't, daddy slammed his body against it twice to open... only then did bro open the door... i got upset n scolded him when he opened the door... for Christ sake my dad isn't well... wad if he gets a heart attack or an asthma attack... he's old n weak... my dad is unable to take anymore nonsense from my brother...
i tookn daddy away after scolding him n let daddy cool down... shortly after, daddy wen into the room n i went in shortly after to give him a massage cos i know he needs one to feel better... thanks to my brother... i told him tat should anything happen to dad, i'd nvr wan to see him again... i said it in a fit of anger n hope u guys reading would understand... he is after all MY brother..
i'm glad tat daddy felt better after the massage... i talked to him on different subjects to keep his mind off my brother n wad happened tonight... it worked... at least i saw dad smile... i hope he will...
i'm jus upset tat my brother couldn't show more respect to my parents... they gave him wad he wanted al the time n tis is wad they get in return??? haiz... all i can do is to pray to the Lord to forgive mhy brother n keep him calm... tts all i can do for now... haiz... pray for him too... thanks...
sadly, princess bubu