aLl tHinGs h0t
z0uK, V.U n cRazY eL3pHanT
sIng!nG, sKetCh!nG, bl0gg!nG
g0nNa B a pSyCh0loGisT
May all the tears I cry,
and all the tears I have not cried but hold within,
pour forth into Your hands.
Please take each painful thought and unhealed wound, and send angels here to me.
I long for peace.
The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever..
how can i handle it all
my family has been facing lotsa problems recently.. not financially but more of being a family.. my brother is the main issue here... and i can't take his rudeness... when my parents talk, he'll jus play his psp or read a book or pretend not to hear...
the reason y i'm blogging tis late is cos i'm crying n very upset with what happened earlier... my dad found my bro's bill of $1900 jus handphone alone... my dad was upset n asked him y is it so much... so the normal stuff like 'y can't u be more responsible' n 'y can't u talk less' n 'y can't u find a local girl n stop seeing tis filipino gal' comes out... soon after my dad came out of the room, my bro slammed MY room door shut n PLUS he took the room keys wif him.... how rude can he get... i stopped my dad from confronting him n i went instead... but he wouldn't open... hearing me call out for my bro made my dad angry n he came to ask my bro to open the door... when bro didn't, daddy slammed his body against it twice to open... only then did bro open the door... i got upset n scolded him when he opened the door... for Christ sake my dad isn't well... wad if he gets a heart attack or an asthma attack... he's old n weak... my dad is unable to take anymore nonsense from my brother...
i tookn daddy away after scolding him n let daddy cool down... shortly after, daddy wen into the room n i went in shortly after to give him a massage cos i know he needs one to feel better... thanks to my brother... i told him tat should anything happen to dad, i'd nvr wan to see him again... i said it in a fit of anger n hope u guys reading would understand... he is after all MY brother..
i'm glad tat daddy felt better after the massage... i talked to him on different subjects to keep his mind off my brother n wad happened tonight... it worked... at least i saw dad smile... i hope he will...
i'm jus upset tat my brother couldn't show more respect to my parents... they gave him wad he wanted al the time n tis is wad they get in return??? haiz... all i can do is to pray to the Lord to forgive mhy brother n keep him calm... tts all i can do for now... haiz... pray for him too... thanks...
sadly, princess bubu
Posted at Friday, June 20, 2008 by bubulicious